Now I have knw

I finally knw the answer by myself

and

I have to let it go!!

My ex(teong leong) didnt said anything to me

but I knw what he up to.

And he didnt do what he has promise me,plus he didnt love me anymore

What I have promise him,I really did it and wait it

but

he didnt

I love him and with cares but he forget what he said(did)

当我又等待，另一天有这样过去...夜里又醒来，觉得被全世界遗弃...当我不明白,为何爱会忽然离去...沉默的呐喊，听见的却只有自己...

(When I was waiting,Another day has over...woke up again at night,(and)think to be deserted by whole world...When I dont understand,why will be off suddenly...The silent one shouts loudly,but hearded only is itself)
This is a girl name Sabrina,she write this coz she also have the feel of it.

Last time she dont knw my bf is her bf,thn she one day has suspect that her bf got lots of girl out side include me.

O.T.L last time told me,he didnt have gf b4,so he wants to be with me

but end up he find Sabrina in March 2009

They start their relationship on April at my b'day.

He hurt my feelings

He hurt me for 4 months,couldn't eat and sleep,plus I was sick in this 4 months

I block him

After this 4 months I add his network back,he got online

and he recover with me..that time my sickness is gone

After the merdeka perade,he gone again.

He told me he go thailand but when back he didnt told me.

He dint respon with me 3 months till now.

That day 1st of nov,I go prangin find him,he promote the P1 wimax fair
He act he really dont want respon with me,coz he got new gf name Sabrina.

I was so hurt after I saw his friendster put him and her gf on it.

Haiz...b4 that I want to take my revenge but end up i think i juz take a slap on his face one.

I will wait one day I see hom again.

Now his gf Sabrina knows the truth of him.

And I wish she could over with him too..

But this few days she so nice to me and being my sister

I knw what she doing,she try to take some result about him and me.

She said she also get hurt from him,

but to me..is a lie

coz my ex love her.

Thn I told her what to do,Revenge?

She said that is up to me and planning.

But end up I dont think I can take the revenge

I told myself

"Whatever things has passed,let it be over. Make yourself a happy life and not to think of revenge coz you may hurt urself too.Dont think the person as your enemy,coz we still can be friends"

That's all I can forget about him

Juz wait him one day and slap him

That's all

That is my simple revenge and I will in peace